Ugh ! i dont get it ! pregnant? (kinda long but please read)?

im going to try to make this as easy to understand as i can =) 1/19 (day 10) - noticed alot of watery cervical mucus. i dont get ewcm so we BD`d thinking ovulation was close. 2/3 (day 16) - light pink spotting on the toilet paper after using the bathroom. (implantation?!?!?) 2/13 (day 26) - brown/red bleeding. thought to be my AF. but it only lasted 2 days. 2/24 - three days of spotting ranging from ligh pink to red to and orange-ish color to brown. then i started to get alot of ewcm secretions. which was really wierd for me because as i stated before : i NEVER get it during ovulation. so i was thinking maybe this could be a possible sign of pregnancy. my next AF was due on march 11th -13th my cycles are VERY regular , never off by more than a day or 2. so march 11 , 12 , 13 ,14 ....(you get it) came and went with no sign of AF ! needless to say i was getting xtremely happy ! i continued to have copius amounts of ewcm. one night i went to the bathroom and there was literally a puddle of it in my underware ! (tmi sorry) then on march 21st i went to the bathroom and almost cried ! it looked like i was peeing dark red blood ! ugh ! why would my body do this to me! is there still any hope whatsoever? i never took an HPT (i was scared of seeing a BFN) so what do you all thinl? thank you for taking the time to read and reply.